Christmas is arriving in a week then followed by new year.
I'm gonna set my new year resolution now in case I'm too busy to blog about it.
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION 2012
1. Eat. Pray.
2. Make Money
3. (Live) Young. Happy. Pretty. Carefree.
So recently, I have been very busy with work and birthdays.
Frankly speaking, this job at A|X kills a part of me. The long standing hours, the repeated routine @ work and resolving every problems. It's only a month and I'm starting to dread to go to work. Having two days Mc. So would drag my feet to work tomorrow. I don't know how the others survived for years. However, another part of me enjoy to hang out with the people there. It's funny sometimes, the people you just met for a short period could make a big impact of your life and some who stayed in your life for so long doesn't mean that much.
Looking forward to the 19th. ^^v
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Here are some summary of some outings that took place weeks ago.
MUM'S BIRTHDAY @ NS HOMETEAM CLUBHOUSE
Before heading to the clubhouse, Terrance and I went to Hotpot Culture. Really luv the chicken soup yoz.
CLUBHOUSE
Luv this codfish.
Terrance's family also celebrated his advance birthday for him as well.
TERRANCE'S BIRTHDAY
It turned out better than I expected. This year, I invited his best friends and gave him a surprise about that. Thanks so much, these gentlemen. (I like people who are very 'on'). It was a difficult time for me to contact them. I mean, how the hell would I have their number in the first place when I have never spoke a word to majority of them. Moreover, they were having their exams so I really appreciated that they fork out their time to help me in this. ^^
Trust, If they were girls, I doubt they would even bother. Now you know, guys are way so low- maintenance. Maybe I could also add in to my new year resolution, "Act like man".
Venue : Joaqium @ Suntec City & The Esplanade Roof Terrace.
JOAQIUM
Honestly, I have no idea what they're doing and the purpose of doing this. The reasons behind their smiles it's not about funny gossip, it's not about anything bitchy, it's not about any hypocrites. It's their true friendship.
Next life, I want to be a boy. No gossips, no bitching. Most importantly, Wouldn't be hurt like a girl. Funny how I'm smiling over it, because whenever I tell Sheng Kai this, He will ask me to go for soccer. I thought I could see Sk on the 19th, but seems like I'm not gonna see him since I won't be able to make it for Wayne's party )):
Never ever believe that 3 person cannot take picture together. It's just a myth. For sure, these people won't.
Typical boy's feature. VVVVV THIN and VVVVVVVV TALL.
Fyi, He's 22 cm taller than me.
He seem to be proud about it because he laughed at me that even if I wear my 4 inches heels, I would still be shorter. reasonwhyIcanneverbemodel. :( don't even have to mention about looks, I don't even have both heights and looks. Can never figure out why I can't spot a girl 183cm walking along orchard road. But 183cm guy is everywhere in town. Must get myself a hardcore-kickass heels asap.
I'll never understand why people only learn to appreciate things until they lose it. I'll never understand why we get so enrage when we heard someone else saying nasty things on the people we love, yet we do the same. I'll never understand why pain never goes away. I'll never understand why the old couples could love each other dearly when feelings fade and people change. I'll never understand why some countries could spend a load of money on war when there's people hungry for food and shelter. I'll never understand why we are so afraid of death but daily, we're still harming our earth. I'll never understand why this world is so fucked up and barely anyone cares.
Everything happens for a reason. Not only relationship. Friendship, families and life. It all come to an end. They say you don't know what you have until it's gone. Truth is, you knew exactly what you had. You just never thought you would lose it.
It doesn't make sense to cry over spilt milk. Isn't it contradicting when we all kick up a big fuss when you heard someone saying something that hurt your family yet you do the same. Isn't it funny we only live once and nobody treasures? Isn't it funny you made everything nasty and let the one who loves you to leave you then you sit back and cry? Isn't it funny we always procrastinate to be filial to our family then when they're gone, when your chance is gone, then you start regretting. Please, treasure everything you have in front of you now. Nobody knows what's gonna happen tomorrow. Tomorrow could be our last day.
Refuse to go out anywhere with elf tonight. I'm feeling way too lethargic.
Happy advance thanksgiving day.
I miss the sluts. I miss the walk to Wayne's place. I miss doing POA. I miss Cynthia. I miss dancing. I miss shopping. I miss writing compositions. I miss watching tv. I miss Sonia. I miss waking up in the afternoon. I miss prancing around the garden. I miss my long hair. I miss the feeling of missing you. I miss catching butterflies. I miss talking on the phone till late late nights. I miss my past. No, I don't miss you. I miss the one you used to be.
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